Poem: Francis Poulenc
FRANCIS POULENC
For years in and out of the streets,
Among the bitches of the day,
Christ-like....
Mirror-holding guttersnipes, most
Of us flirted with faith
As if
The world yoyoed only on turns of
State and our jazzy jokes.
Gradually
Everyone drifted apart to find
Their own respectability
And realm.
For me, Ferroud's death in Hungary
Proved to be a turning point.
Fanfare
Gave way to litanies, motets, and
Tortured dialogues out on
The far edges
Of the monastery mind, but I still
Shuttled between the music
Of the street
And the sanity of dogma. More than
Milhaud or Honegger,
I grew old
A young man still, a throwback,
Derivative, tracing personal
Origins.
Who is to say what flows on with
The times and what remains
Behind?
Before I die, a couple of sonatas
Must stacatto
Down
The years, reaching even before I
Was alive -- I do this to bury
Myself.
(from In Sight of Chaos, 1971, Turret Books, London)

I have a vague recollection that Hermann Hesse wrote a book or essay called "In Sight of Chaos" - any connection? (Comment this)
As Morrissey once said, I've changed my plea to guilty: "staccato" is not a verb. (Comment this)
I thought I'd read a lot of Hesse, but I realise I've only ever read Steppenwolf and The Glass Bead Game (another one of those remarkable literary works which manages to be Not A Science Fiction Novel). They both made a vivid impression. (Comment this)
sorry to do it this way but i don't know how to contact you. this is nat, phil edwards' son - phil had a major heart attack on tuesday and is in the queen elizabeth hospital in woolwich. he has not regained consciousness and things are not looking clever for him. if you want to send him some fond thoughts - today would be a good day to do it
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